Wednesday, September 28, 2011

More days I should have posted....

Day 267 (Tuesday)
The clog issue was resolved... I had to deal with flushing it because it was too traumatic for my suite mates. I say this in jest, but it's partially true. Although, one of them did squash a spider for me because I simply cannot handle that.

Day 268 (Wednesday)
I worked in the Writing Center and worked on my first response to someone's paper! It was exciting, and fun to give in that way. There was a birthday bash! That was fun!

Day 269 (Thursday)
I gave two speeches this day. I was able to give people more knowledge about detasseling and also Mormon's view of death. (Don't worry, these were not for the same class.)

Day 270 (Friday)
Writing Consortium day. I went as a writing tutor because Patrick, my boss, asked if we wanted to go. Two of us did. It was fun. I also had to drive home that afternoon to be a bridesmaid in a friend's wedding at home. I got there to find a lot of things left undone. I spent the rest of the day getting the chapel ready for the wedding.

Day 271 (Saturday)
Wedding day. Oh man. So much giving--of time, emotional support, patience, the list could go on.

Day 272 (Sunday)
My Oma bought a bag from me. This isn't really, technically, giving.
I also worked in the Writing Center again.

Day 273 (Monday)
Writing Workshop day with my two attendees. It was another good day. I'm blown away by the feeling of "teaching" and cannot wait to do this everyday.
Also watched Castle with a friend and afterwards acted as a sound board for her. It's a rough part of the semester.

Day 274 (Tuesday)
I did a lot of things at work, which isn't really giving, except that I stayed late for a prof just so he would have his handouts on time.
Drove some friends to Walmart.

Day 275 (Wednesday/Today)
So much...that I can't talk about. So, just know that sometimes friends trust you with things that they're not ready for the world to know.
Also asked the Walmart Lady how she was...and got a very depressing answer. So much hurt in this world.

God Bless!

Monday, September 19, 2011

Day 266

We've had some drama related to a clog in our bathroom. Girls don't handle clogs well. (At least not these girls.) I'm not going to go into details here, for your sake, but know that there was giving.

Today was the first day of my Writing Workshop. Giving a safe place, an open ear, and a willing heart. And cookies. But they're not as profound.

God Bless!

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Days 264 and 265

Day 264:
I spent most of the day by myself getting stuff done--which was good. I also chilled out with Heather and Heidi after midnight, which was therapeutic for all parties.

Day 265:
I worked in the writing center today and helped my coworkers get the computer stuff figured out. There was other stuff too, but I'm tired. And need some more sleep. Yeah.

God Bless!

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Day 263

I held the door for some girls I didn't know today. (Although, that was kind of accidental and not necessarily intentional.)

At lunch, a friend was sitting by himself at a "date-table." When I stopped to say "hi" as I was walking by, he mentioned that he was hoping someone would sit with him. I already had a seat with some friends. So I told him he should join us. He was reluctant, but finally sat with us at a bigger table.

God Bless!

Thursday, September 15, 2011

A lot of days I should have already posted about...

Day 249 (Friday)
Day 250 (Saturday)
Day 251 (Sunday)
Day 252 (Monday)
Day 253 (Tuesday)
Day 254 (Wednesday)
Day 255 (Thursday)
Day 256 (Friday)
Day 257 (Saturday)
Day 258 (Sunday)
Day 259 (Monday)
Day 260 (Tuesday)
Day 261 (Wednesday)
Day 262 (Thursday--Today)

Do you see all of those days? Those are days that I can't really remember much about. I've lapsed. Not in the giving, I still believe I'm giving daily--or trying to--but I've lapsed in posting, and therefore remembering. I barely remember today.

For this I must apologize. I promise to get back into the swing of things. This semester is just proving to be more insane than I thought it would be.

I will say this, I need to start being more gracious and forgiving when people do things that hurt me.

You'll just have to imagine the things I did in the last two weeks. I'll be better about this in the future.

Love all you readers! (Teagan, you're the only one subscribed, but my roommate has been bugging me all week to post again.)

God Bless!

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Days 244, 245, 246, 247, and 248

Day 244 (Sunday):
This feels like forever ago now. I really need to get back in the habit of doing this daily instead of weekly--it would be easier.

I called 911 because some cows were out of their pen and really close to the highway. It was my civic duty.

Day 245 (Monday):
I'm blanking out on this day. I don't remember much of anything from this day. Oh! I stayed up late and wrote thank you cards for my scholarship donors.

Day 246 (Tuesday):
I was walking to class and saw a girl in my class whom I'm not terribly close with, but I read on her blog that she was struggling with trust. And I felt that I needed to give her a hug. (Weird, right? Me? Hug someone? Psh. Never.) It was good though, she thanked me for the hug and we talked for a little bit about various things.
Night class. An encouraging email to a friend. You can do this.

Day 247 (Wednesday):
I stayed up way too late talking to some friends about love and life. (Among other things.) It's amazing how funny things become after 2am. So much laughter. And laughter is a precious gift.

Day 248 (Thursday):
I tried to give a cashier a dime at Walmart. I needed to give him another whole dollar. And apparently he didn't want the dime. (This is just an example of my poor reading skills. ha.)

But seriously, today I gave some friends this sparkling water stuff that I didn't like. They liked it better than I did, so I gave it to them.

And I spent some time with another friend talking about what was going on in her life and in my Death and Dying class. (Big contrast, let me tell you.)

God Bless!

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Day 243

Saturday. I spent the day reading "A Grief Observed" by C. S. Lewis, which I loved and hated all at once. Loved it because of how real and raw it was. Hated it because of how real and raw it was. Ha. No, but really. It was so intensely honest it was hard to read at times, but good to read.

Also went to the Remedy Drive concert--which was fantastic. While there, I introduced one of my college friends (girl) to a friend that is a senior in high school (boy). She thought he was handsome, it's true....we'll see what happens there. (hehe)

Roomie Date! (Again, I know. We just love each other so much.)

God Bless!

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Day 242

Friday! The last day of the first week! Crazy.

Today I gave a ponytail holder to a friend...I'll probably never see it again, such is the way of ponytail holders.

I just saved my roommates head. (Ha. Not actually, but if I had to, I would have.)

My brain just shut off. It's bed time.

God Bless!

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Days 240 and 241

Day 240:
First of all, I was able to comfort a friend in the afternoon while she was dealing with some stuff. Sorry about being vague, but it's kind of personal....

It was kind of a busy day.... but our dorm building decorated notebooks to be delivered to freshman halls in David. So I decorated three notebooks and wrote encouraging/wisdom imparting letters for the girls. I even stayed up kind of late to do it.

Day 241:
Today was strange. I took a nap and accidently slept through an interview I had agreed to give. :( I still feel horrible about that.

I may have found a new speaker for the university to have speak to the student body--and that is an exciting prospect.

God Bless!

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Day 239

New classes again today. Woo!

I agreed to work only three hours a week--so I gave some other student two paid hours. I hope they cherish their office time in Jesse. 

LeAnn and I also had a roomie date, and that was lovely. Nothing says roommate love like some Ben and Jerry's and a movie. 

God Bless!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Days 236, 237, and 238

Day 236 (Saturday):
Mom painted the door red--I babysat the process to make sure she was okay. I helped Dad carry more waffle board down to the basement. And I finished my paper for Lisa's class. I went shopping with Mom for school supplies and for homely needs. I went to Jimmy John's when my brother and we watched a movie while we ate at home and Mom and Dad went on a date for their anniversary.

Day 237 (Sunday):
Moving day. I moved in to the dorms. On the ride up, I let Josef sit shotgun in the truck--this never happens and was indeed a big gift. (ha) The rest of the day it kind of a blur...there were lots of hugs, that much is certain.

Day 238 (Monday):
First day of class. It went well--smooth. I popped my head in to see Lisa in the afternoon just to see how she was doing on her first day on campus with students (this year). She was doing well and the decorations in her office were wonderful. The evening was spent sitting with some friends laughing and enjoying ourselves. I missed a roomie date though--and that in inexcusable. :(

God Bless!

Friday, August 19, 2011

Days 232, 233, 234, and 235

I'll be honest, this week is a little fuzzy, and I'm not so sure why...

Day 232 (Tuesday):
Day to Lincoln with the family--and mini daycation, as I like to call it. I bought a bean bag chair for our dorm room with a friend in mind--she likes to visit, and now we'll have a place for her to sit (assuming there is room for said chair.)

Stopped to see Lisa on our way home. That was nice. A pleasure, really.

Day 233 (Wednesday):
This was a bad day. Really. It was the day I got my loans all figured out and tried to figure out my Europe trip payments. This was stress day. This was also the day I got my Etsy account all set up (that was good). Oi.

Day 234 (Thursday):
I helped Dad carry some compression board down to the basement where he has been doing some huge home improvement projects.

I had a meeting with Josh (our church's high school youth pastor). We're putting together a conference, and I'm super excited about it. Basically, I gave to him by taking the project of designing a booklet for the conference off of his plate and onto mine. I'm excited about this project--even if it is going to make for a crazy semester.

Also had a phone date with the beautiful Lisa. I love hearing how my writing has given to her in various ways, and I am incredibly thankful for her insight into the story and the characters. (And the bigger picture.)

Day 235 (Friday/Today):
I went into town with Mom to get stuff to help Dad mount some pictures for the State Fair that were literally due yesterday. I found the adhesive non-tape-tapelike stuff. (I don't know what it was, but yeah.)

I also delivered a bag I made/sold to someone, and that was fun.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Day 231

Yesterday was a day of running errands.

I went to the bookstore with a friend and we picked out Bibles--we're going to be reading through them together. I'm excited for this new chance to delve into the Word.

I also worked on a bag order. Woo!

God Bless!

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Day 230

My last Sunday of helping with the Children's Church. We had a new girl in today's class. She was shy, was pushed into the room with tears running down her face by another coordinator. At first I was annoyed at the way Brooke just abandoned Laikin (that is actually the name of this little blonde girl with a haircut reminiscent of what my hair looked like at her age). I went to her and asked if she could sit at the table--answered with an emphatic head shake. I asked her what was wrong, she wanted her Mommy. What ended up happening was her sitting on my lap during story time, and coming to see me when we were done with our lessons.

Took pictures today for my Etsy account--that was fun, and my cousin was an excellent model.

God Bless!

Day 229

Yesterday I worked at the dealership again, and that was all good and fun. Actually, I was pretty bored, but I answered the phones and helped a couple guests talk to someone who could help them even better (which really isn't hard to do since I know nothing).

Right after work I went to my uncles house and painted some more. Woo! I have a headache today--I think the paint fumes are getting to me.

God Bless!

Friday, August 12, 2011

Days 225, 226, 227, and 228

Day 225 (Tuesday):
Went out to lunch with my cousin and paid for her meal as a form of payment for a project she's helping me with. It's good to spend time with her.

After my lunch date, I started painting my uncle's house for him. It was a good start--got the primer put up.

Day 226 (Wednesday):
My brother and I spent the entire day doing things together that he wanted to do. It was the first of our two date-days. Basically, he sponsored the day and I did whatever. We went to see the movie Cowboys and Aliens--it was good.

Day 227 (Thursday):
My roommate came to visit me, and we had a good time. She came over to my uncle's to help with the painting (thank you, LeAnn) and we got a good coat of paint up. We did other stuff too, that was even more fun. (ha)

Day 228 (Friday):
The second day of the Anna-Bud Nub date-days. Today is my day, and so I'm taking Josef out to eat at the local Japanese sushi bar and grill. It's gonna be great.

God Bless!

Monday, August 8, 2011

Day 224

Last day of filling in for Deb at the dealership. I will be going back again on Saturday, but that's just for the hours, not because Deb is on vacation--she doesn't work weekends.

I had some lovely conversations with various people, offering up my tiny tidbits of silly information that isn't important, but is cool.

Worked writing.

God Bless!

Days 221, 222, and 223

Day 221 (Friday):

My first day on the job as a temporary receptionist. It went pretty well. I also had a coffee date with some girlfriends that also went quite well. They both have some health concerns so I was able to talk to them about Shakeology, and that was good. I gave them some free samples to try and information on the product.

Day 222 (Saturday):

My second day on the job. It was slow--painfully slow. But I did a pretty good job, I think. And then I went home to be alone because all my family was off doing various things.

Day 223 (Sunday):

Taught Children's Church in the morning, and it was quite possibly the craziest Sunday yet. Oh. Man. It was good, but the kids were kind of crazy and our craft took longer than I thought it would.

My brother and I ran a quick errand after Church for Mom.

I had another coffee date in the afternoon.

It was a busy weekend, sorry for the lack of postage. I'll get better, someday, I promise.

God Bless!

Friday, August 5, 2011

Day 220

It was GRE day. I got up super early, went to take the test, finished the test, drove home.

And then I let my brain take a break.

For dinner, I cute the pineapple and set the table. I would have helped clear the table, but I was late for a skype-date, so had to dash.

God Bless!

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Days 218 and 219

Day 218:
I got a job, temporarily, at a car dealership after I went in for an interview.
The biggest thing is this, even though I had a crazy amount of studying to do, I took time out to go to eat with a friend for her birthday. That in and of itself was a sacrifice, but totally awesome and a lot of fun. While I was at dinner another of our friends started talking to me about God and the Bible and how she was finally a believer. I almost started crying in the restaurant. It was beautiful. She and I are going to be going through the Bible together - a major Bible Study - so we're going to buy matching 1 year Bibles so it's already divided up for us. It should be good.

Day 219:
I had my day of training today, and it was really good.
Other than that, studying, studying, studying.

God Bless!

Monday, August 1, 2011

Days 216 and 217

I've been studying for the GRE this weekend and week, that's why there haven't been any posts.

Day 216: (Sunday)
Taught Children's Church to the K-1st graders, it was good.

Day 217: (Monday)
I met a friend for lunch today and was able to chat about some things going on in her life, and some things going on in my life.

Other than that, it's been studying hardcore.

God Bless!

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Day 215

Well... today was filled, once again, with working on things--like studying for the GRE. I've never seen a longer vocab list with more words I had never seen before. It's going to be a long five days, folks.

But, I did put the pizzas in the oven tonight, and I did take them out. And I did cut them.

And I posted a devotion on my other blog. I guess that's something.

God bless!

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Day 214

I did some dishes today. Really it was a day of working on my own stuff.

There was much laughter in the kitchen tonight while supper was being prepared. And part of that was my "fault." I was doing a silly dance while talking about something that was happening in my book that I'm writing. I'm simply giddy about these events.

It was a good evening in that regard.

God Bless!

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Day 213

I had the house to myself today. So I didn't do a whole lot other than writing, and that was nice. (Okay, there were plenty of distractions, but my goal was to write and read a lot.)

I did tidy up the kitchen this evening--it's due for another deep clean already. Good news, the ants are gone! Woo! That was an exciting revelation. :)

God Bless!

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Days 211 and 212

Day 211:
When a friend's dad dies, you go to the visitation if you can't make the funeral. And you hug her, offering: your support, your love, your strong arms. You feel sick because you realize that you could be the one mourning the loss...after all, your dad lost his dad when he was your age. And that thought sickens you. So you pray for your friend--for healing. And you pray for your dad--for health.

Day 212:
Today, I was Mom's chauffeur again. I took her to the doctor's appointment she forgot she scheduled a year ago. I take her to Walmart to get some fresh produce and bottled water.

I was able to go get my scholarship check today. And for an hour I listened to Mr. Stueven talk about various things: his druggy daughter (that I can see still pains him), his late wife (that I can see he still mourns), the drama in running a foundation (that I am thankful he endures), health problems of a friend (that I don't mind the details of because I know it's a big part of his life now), and his issues with relying on computers (that I can understand).

Bible study tonight, which was good and encouraging. Praise God for fellow believers.

God Bless!

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Days 208, 209, and 210

I haven't posted because I haven't been home using my own time really. But I'll explain that in a bit. :)

Day 208:
Friday. The day that I packed up my overnight bag and my precious manuscript to go on a short road-trip.

And I drove the hour and 15 to converse with my fellow writers and offer and receive encouragement. The gift of laughter is a beautiful thing--a contagious thing. And when a little girl named Nora learns how to fly with pot-holders, you can't help but smile. 4:30 rolled around all too quickly and I had to leave that farmhouse full of vegetables, love, imagination, creativity, and beauty.

My journey carried me 30 minutes further east, to the home of a dear friend. It was there that spent some much needed time with said friend--loving the food and company and activity.

Day 209:
Saturday. A continuation of Friday. A sleepy friend that was up at least three hours past her bedtime slept soundly while I pulled out the notebook and pen and quietly worked on a story not wanting to disturb her from my nest on the floor. Over two hours I worked away silently. When finally she tumbled out of her dreamscape, we sipped coffee and ate oatmeal over open laptops and books and paper...though neither of us got much accomplished because of our chatty nature when together.

Day 210:
I taught Children's Church today--and vacuumed afterwards due to the mess some little boys made with the crackers. (Never underestimate the mess oyster crackers can make.)

And then followed the usual household chores.

God Bless!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Day 207

It was a day of sewing, that is for sure. And there was the ritual dinner making.

But before that began, it was a morning of catching up with a dear friend. And knowing that between the words there was finally an understanding that was lacking in high school. She's changed--in a very good way. And I've changed too. The things that once mattered don't hold sway anymore. "And you will transformed by the renewing of your mind..." and perhaps that verse is the story of her summer. Finally, I feel comfortable enough to tell her that she has changed. It takes a second for me to realize it was something she needed to hear. Those seeds that were once sown--not necessarily by me--are now bearing fruit.

God Bless!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Days 205-206

Day 205:
I don't know why I didn't post yesterday. I'm slacking, sorry. Well, I went on an ant-killing spree. We have ants in our kitchen...and the bathrooms...and really anywhere with the house that has a drain. It's a nuisance. So I went through and cleaned the kitchen. And I mean cleaned the kitchen--we're talking vinegar solution on the counters and in the baking cabinet and on the floor and then clorox everywhere. It was intense. And in the evening, when I had the help of the guys, I dumped huge pots of mint tea down all the drains. Hopefully it will work. 


I also helped my cousin Kaitlin come up with a list of authors for her eleventh graders next year. Now that was fun. :)


Day 206:
Today is a blur, honestly. Uh... what did I do today? Oh, I made a bag that my cousin Sarah ordered, that was good.


Also, I redressed my mom's bandage and made her a shake for lunch. 


I made sweet potatoes for dinner. 

It was good day. :)

God Bless!

Monday, July 18, 2011

Day 204

Sorry I didn't post last night, I'm not sure what happened, actually.

We had a family reunion yesterday, and, as always, it was a lot of fun. I really enjoy spending time with my Dad's side of the family -- not that I don't like Mom's family, but there are fewer names to remember on Dad's side. As is tradition, we played the grab bag game...and I gave a lot of my little kid items to little Kaitlin (not be to confused with my first cousin, big Kaitlin). Little Kaitlin got quite the pull this year because everyone was giving her the things that a little girl should have. :)

When we got home we ordered some take out food, which my brother went in to retrieve after getting water and a movie.

It was a great day. Lots of family time, and a few hours on the road (perfect time and space for reading).

God Bless!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Day 203

Laundry today. And dishes. Lots of dishes.

I made lunch for my brother and I -- pita pizzas again, but we had leftovers and they're easy.

And I helped with dinner too!

Lastly, I just wrapped a ton of stuff for the grab bag game for tomorrows family reunion. Woo!

God Bless!

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Day 202

Today was another crazy one.

I took Mom to Physical Therapy and waited with her for over half an hour to see her therapist, and then waited another half hour for her treatment. It was a lot of waiting, but definitely interesting to see some the the different activities they have her do.

And then we went and got lunch with the ladies of the family--so much fun!

We went shopping. Oh man, did we go shopping. And as always, got way more than we intended to buy.

Mom has inherited yet another one of my drier mishaps--I'm annoyed at how many things drastically shrink when you apply heat. Thank God she has a shorter torso than me, and I can pass things down to her. (Kind of crazy, but it happens.)

I made Pita Pizzas for supper tonight! It's becoming a favorite--and with good reason! Everyone gets to pick their own toppings and it just tastes so good!

My uncle and a mutual friend was over in the evening, so I did quite a bit of house cleaning before they arrived -- moving the sewing stuff and loading the dishwasher and moving clothes and shoes.

So yes, a crazy day to say the least.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Days 198-201

So, here's the deal, the reason I haven't been posting this week isn't because I haven't been giving. No...I've been dealing with shady internet connection. Yes, in fact, for the better portion of this week I haven't really had internet at all. That means that you get basically a whole weeks worth giving in one post! Yay! .... haha. Let's get started.

Monday (Day 198):
It was my last day of house sitting! Woo! I washed the sheets (put them in in the morning, flipped them over my lunch) and vacuumed and did all kinds of things. I was also helping out at my mom's job (a furniture store) because of her surgery. I got the rental car all ready to return, got that turned in. Went back to my cousin's house with Dad to put the finishing touches on the house--I saved back some cupcakes for her and her parents.

Tuesday (Day 199):
I took Mom to get her haircut and styled in the morning. We went and got coffee. I rented us a couple movies, that was fun. Mostly I spent the day catering to Mom and making sure she was doing okay.

Wednesday (Day 200):
I didn't post one a big day! Ah, man!
I worked at the store again. It was nutty, but fun. I answered the phone a lot, and directed some people. I got home and talked to Mom about the happenings there. I think she liked hearing about what was going on with various pictures and lamps and stuff. I also had a phone-date with my professor, and that was lovely--perhaps not so much me giving (except for the writing) as much as receiving (accepting advice and wisdom).

Thursday (Day 201):
I worked at the store again today. My cousin came in with her folks, and I looked at chairs with them and stuff (lamps and pictures, and things related to elephants). I went to the store with Dad again -- we're a power team, for real.

We'll see what happens tomorrow. :)

God Bless!

Monday, July 11, 2011

Day 197

I taught Children's Church this morning for the Kindergarten and First Graders. It was a lot of fun - and while we talked about a story I've heard a million times, it was as much a time of learning for them as it was for me.

Josef was a big help at keeping the kids in their seats during story time. After we were done at church I took him to lunch and work (conveniently the same place).

I picked up pizza for the family after waiting around for Josef to get off work - they kept him an hour and a half late.

God Bless!

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Day 196

Today I went to the store with Dad, and we divided and conquered, let me tell you! I've never actually gone shopping with just Dad before, but Mom is out of commission for a while so it's just the two of us cooking and cleaning and shopping. (Josef helps quite a bit, too.)

After we were done at HyVee I went to Walmart to get a couple things that HyVee doesn't carry.

Spent the afternoon at home, and helped make dinner.

Then I went to the other Walmart to get the things that weren't added to list.

Three trips to the stores today.

God Bless!

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Day 195

Mom had surgery today.

I waited around in the morning for the phone call that she was heading home.

I went and rented a couple movies for the family to watch (trying to find one we would all enjoy is hard).

When I got home, I spent the day replacing ice packs, pushing pain meds on a reluctant patient (even though she was in pain), I helped her get her food, and I even helped her with the bathroom and getting dressed. It's hard not having both arms functional.

So, here's to the beginning of a few difficult weeks.

God bless!

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Days 193 and 194

Day 193:
I took my brother home yesterday (and delivered the family laundry). Honestly, my days have been spent with limited to no human interaction.

Day 194:
Today I went over to Sara's house to sew and brought her a hot chocolate. After we were done with our sewing date, I ran by Mom's work to pick up a letter to be mailed and provided the stamp for it. It was a good day.

God Bless!

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Day 192

I went and had lunch with a friend--it was good to catch up with her again.

Went home to pick up Josef for Bible Study and picked up some laundry to dry for Mom as well.

God Bless!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Days 190 and 191

Day 190:
We had a party for family and a few friends to celebrate the Fourth (on the third). It was a lot of fun, and meant a lot of prep work. I made another batch of cupcakes and cut up watermelon for Mom. I also went to the store and got some ice and water. It was a crazy day, but a lot of fun.

Day 191:
As a family we went to Seward to celebrate in Nebraska's Fourth of July City, which is always a treat. When we got home, I ran to the store for Mom (again) and got milk and butter. Another good day.

God Bless!

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Day 189

Woo, what a day!

I took Mom to work this morning and went back to house sitting: picking up firework litter in the yard, mowing the lawn (and adapting to the in-town methods), and do some tidying up in the house as well.

(I fed the cats too.)

Picked Mom up from work and went to the store - it's going to be a crazy weekend. Got home-home and after eating a quick supper, I went to work on my cupcakes. Not going to lie, I'm pretty excited about these, and they'll be great for our party tomorrow night. Red Velvet and White Cake swirls with a cream cheese frosting that's been dyed blue. It's going to be wonderful and patriotic.

Our dryer at home is broken, so I've been toting loads of wet clothes to my cousins to dry... it's been a pain, to say the least. But otherwise my family would be running around nude, and that is not ideal. Ha.

God Bless!

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Day 188

Well, today I picked my mom up from work and took her to the store.

And I chilled out with the family tonight. There was a lot of laughter.

Also, I gave my Daddy a hug before bed....and how I've missed those hugs....it's good to be home.

God Bless!

Friday, July 1, 2011

Day 187

I really didn't see anyone yesterday. I've kind of turned into a hermit.

I would have gone to the store with my mom, but I had just gotten food and so she took my brother.

I did continue to do house work here, and I made another bag.

God Bless!

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Day 186

A friend is getting married, and I'm super stoked. She asked me if I would be willing to be a bridesmaid, and I couldn't be happier. :)

Otherwise, I fed the cats today.

God Bless!

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Day 185

I went and got coffee with a friend from high school...and it turned into a six hour ordeal. (Sara, I love you.) It was great, and obviously needed since we talked for so long.

I also went to the store for my mom after depositing a check for her.

Bible study tonight, it was good.

Ice cream and movie with Sara and Josef after Bible Study--super fun.

God Bless!

Monday, June 27, 2011

Day 184

I went to coffee today with a friend and we had a great conversation that ranged from the book that I'm writing, to a conference I'm going to help him put together (super excited!).

I cleaned up my cousin's yard - people in town are gross with their trash habits, and fast food wrappers are disgusting. Also, I vacuumed, that was fun.

That's about it.

God Bless!

Day 183

Not sure why I didn't post last night... the cats probably distracted me.

I spent the majority of my day supporting my mom as she had her first home show with Beachbody products. And, it was fairly successful! She has a lady signing up as a coach this week and starting Shakeology. It was exciting.

We also went to meeting after church to support our family friends. You see, at this meeting they announced to the church that they were joining the mission field full time and moving to Zambia. We already knew, but wanted to be there to support their decision. It was hard to listen to it all again, but we needed to be there. Keep them in your prayers as they prepare for this life changing event, and keep their three kids in your payers as well.

God Bless!

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Day 182

Wedding day.

Josef and I road-tripped to the location, which was a lot of fun.

So basically spent my day celebrating with some good friends.

I do enjoy weddings a good deal. :)

God Bless!

Friday, June 24, 2011

Day 181

I ran around doing errands with Mom again today. I am driving a rental car now, which is way better than not having a car at all. (It's actually a really nice vehicle.)

When I got back home tonight my cousin called me, and I did about an hour of tech-work for her deleting various accounts in various places. She's trying to clean up her life, and I will help her do that in any way possible.

God Bless!

Day 180

More house sitting business...

Went to the store with Mom this evening. It was good to see her, since I'm kind of living elsewhere right now. But we ended with talking about the car situation, and that was frustrating.

God Bless!

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Day 179

I cleaned up cat urine this morning, first thing. Ick.

This evening we had a team meeting for Beachbody. It was good. I helped name our team: The Scallywags. I think it's amusing, anyway. :)

By the way, if you're looking for a meal replacement (shake) that is gluten free, vegetarian, and has a low glycemic index, I can hook you up. :) Oh, the things you learn....

God Bless!

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Day 178

Sorry I didn't post last night, I was not in the same location as my computer. House sitting means that my stuff is strewn across two different houses. It's kind of strange.

Well, let's see.... I played with the cats and fed them.
When I was home-home, I cleaned up my area in the living room even more--it doesn't exist anymore. And I spent some time with my brother.

I'm officially a Beachbody Coach! (Which, isn't so much giving...but it will be.) So, if you need any kind of workout program or Shakeology, let me know! I can hook you up!

God Bless!

Monday, June 20, 2011

Days 176 and 177

Day 176:
It was Father's Day, so I gave my Daddy his gift, and Josef and I made dinner.
I also received a phone call from my cousin, someone I haven't talked to nearly enough. So I listened. Even though sometimes it was painful.

Day 177:
Day one of house sitting. Here's to three weeks worth of giving!

God Bless!

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Day 175

Sorry I didn't get this up last night--the day ended crazy.

I helped my brother film a wedding that he was hired to do--his first gig! (And consequently, mine as well.)  It was strange, but good practice. I went out and got us food after we had been there and hour and discovered that the wedding didn't start for another two hours. The wedding coordinator hadn't eaten anything either, and so I asked her if she wanted anything. I got her a large Diet Coke, which was all she wanted.

After the wedding we went to our Aunt and Uncle's 30th wedding anniversary party. And that was a lot of fun.

If you want to read about how my day ended, why it was so crazy, I'll be posting in my "Pieces of a Life" blog shortly. Once that's done, I'll post the link here.

God Bless!

Friday, June 17, 2011

Day 174

Well.... I cleaned up some of my stuff out of the living room. Honestly, I'm not the only one in my family that makes piles that collect things, we all do it. And actually, my pile is fairly contained. (Sorry, LeAnn, for doing this in a dorm room. I really do try to do less of it.) However, Mom made a comment about me living out of not only my room but also the living room...which really isn't fair because I do live in the house, not just my room, and it is the "living room." But, I took the hint and got some of my stuff out of there, not that there was a lot of it. Anyways...

I also went and picked up the pizza for supper tonight, and the movies. We watched "True Grit." And generally I'm anti-remake. Especially when it involves John Wayne originals... (Why would you ever want to replace the Duke?) But this was a great remake, I loved it. I laughed on several occasions and thoroughly enjoyed the lack of contractions in the dialogue.

Yeah.

God Bless!

Day 173

Today I wrote several letters--a giving of a portion of my heart to some dear friends.

I also started doing a serious cleansing of the bathroom today--will finish that tomorrow.

It was a good day, one filled with laughter with my Momma.

God Bless!

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Day 172

So, the guys are home and they brought with them a large amount of laundry. This means that I did several loads of laundry for them this afternoon.

I worked on some dishes for my Mom.

I cut up a melon for dinner.

And then there was the sending off. The first five chapters of my book and the prologue have been sent to a professor-friend and classmate-friend. I'm looking forward to the critiques.

God Bless!

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Days 170 and 171

Day 170:
I went clothes shopping with Mom again after work. It was successful! Actually, it was around 9:30 pm and we decided we wanted to watch a movie, so I drove back in to town to rent one for us. I didn't get the one I was hoping for, but "Leap Year" was still good.

Day 171:
The guys got home today! So I went to the store with Mom after doing some stuff around the house for her today. It was good.

God Bless!

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Days 167, 168, and 169

Alright, I haven't posted in a while, but there's a good reason. I've been out of town. Actually, I've been out of state. But it's been a good chance for me to give to some people in ways that haven't come up before.

Day 167:
(Friday) I drove my mom to Iowa--a five hour drive. This is the longest I have ever driven in one go before. It was good, and uneventful. This drive involved me packing up all of our stuff into the car because Mom can't carry anything over 1lb, and it also meant unpacking everything once we got to Grandma and Grandpa's. Normally this is something I would have help with (Josef and Dad). We went out to the big parade thing, and I pushed Grandma in her wheelchair all over the place. (It's too much work for Grandpa to be doing, even though he does it when we're not there. Normally this is something Dad does when we visit, but he wasn't with us, so I took on the responsibility.)

Day 168:
(Saturday) I went to the parade downtown with my grandparents and took pictures (tons and tons of pictures). When Mom came by on her float, I got pictures of her too! (It was her 30th class reunion, crazy.) Coincidentally, I got sunburned. Badly. I helped burp my cousin's baby after lunch--she spit up all over me. I also helped keep an eye on her three other, very, mobile kiddos. This is when a bad sunburn turned into a horrendous sunburn. But it was fun. That night, while Mom was at her reunion, I spent time with my Grandma mostly when we got back to their place. (Grandpa fell asleep in his chair.) I took her shoes of for her before taking Grandpa's off for him. I helped her get some Aloe Vera on the back of her neck. Then I helped her get into her nightgown among other things that an older lady needs help with. (It's surprisingly difficult for a woman that can't walk very well to step out of her slacks.) And then I helped her get her homepage reset on Safari and got some other technical things taken care with her computer. And then we sat up and talked about how all of her siblings (there are 8 of them) found their spouses, it was fun. :)

Day 169:
(Sunday) We went to church with the grandparents, where I helped push Grandma in her wheelchair again. (Short trips mean they take the wheelchair, but long outings get the power chair.) We went out to lunch. I helped Grandpa get the chair loaded up in the van. (I felt like the female version of Tarzan on weekend.) Then I loaded up the car for Mom when we got back to the apartment. It didn't take long before we were on the road again. I didn't drive the whole way back because I was in desperate need of a nap. So, I drove for three of the five hours. It was good. Got home, I unloaded the car. And relaxed.

God Bless!

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Day 166

I woke up super early today (5:45) to take my dad and brother to a church where they were meeting with their fellow Boy Scouts. They're going on a trip to South Dakota. So I woke up early to take them and bring the truck back home. That was fun. (ha.)

Mom's work had a huge sale today, so I went in and helped with that. (They paid me, but I didn't have to do it, so I feel like it's still giving? Maybe?) I sold an old lady two lamps! All by myself! (I'm actually really super proud about that.)

After we got done with work and eating out, Mom and I went shopping. Mom's pretty indecisive when it comes to clothes shopping... she walked around with the same pair of jeans for like.... 30minutes before trying them on. I had already tried on at least 9 dresses and a few tops. She did end up getting the jeans, and I got a top and some dress ideas for a summer wedding I'm attending. Overall it was good, but it required patience.

God Bless!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Day 165

Josef and I made supper for the family tonight--he grilled the steaks and I made the fries.

I took Hansi-dog out for a walk, something I think he enjoyed.

I gave Josef a couple pens to take on his trip.

God Bless!

Day 164

Today, I took the car in to get the oil changed.

And my brother to get some more patches for his uniform, which I a secured.

I went to the mall and got Mom some lotion and spray gel for her hair.

I rented a couple movies for the family. ("The Tourist" is excellent, by the way. "The Guardians of Ga'Hoole" however that's spelled, was surprisingly good, REALLY good.)

I loaded the dishwasher.

Yup.

God Bless!

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Day 163

The job search continues...

But other than that, my main thing today was securing patches on Boy Scout uniforms. It's kind of a pain...but it needed to be done, and so I did it for the guys.

I also held the door for some lady at JoAnn's.

God Bless!

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Day 162

Today we went to Kearney. We had to get a bunch of stuff for the guys because they're going on a huge Boy Scout trip on Thursday morning. So, I patiently waited while they tried on boots and all kinds of things.

I helped clear and set the table tonight as well.

God Bless!

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Day 161

What a day.

Today, I mowed about 70% of the yard for my dad. I would have done the whole thing (all four acres) but my shoulders were really bothering. As it is, it's a good thing I did stop because I am quite the lovely shade of red right now. That's right. Sunburn. And a pretty good one at that.

I picked Mom up from work today...and then took her to the store. Now, at this point I was absolutely exhausted. But I went anyway. While we were in the store, some lady's car rolled into ours--she forgot to put the break on or something weird. We got paged, and then I went out to the car to offer Mom moral support. The car was fine, it was just a fluke deal.

Yeah, and then tonight I was watching Josef edit this awesome stopmotion video he's making, and helped him with some stuff...it's complicated, so I won't go into details.

I'm tired.

God Bless!

Friday, June 3, 2011

Day 160

Today was spent on skype with a dear friend--there was much laughing. Listen to my secrets and I will bear yours as well. I do cherish this friendship because it is open and honest, even about the uncomfortable things. An hour and a half later, I was smiling and laughing for the rest of the day. (People should keep in better contact, period. We'd all be a lot happier.)

Last night I gave my brother the first five chapters of my book... I don't remember if I mentioned that or not, so there it is again.

Support for a fellow writer. We can do this because we are brave hearts seeking to tell a story that is not our own but is deeply imbedded in our souls.


Dinner for the brother again--tacos!


God Bless!

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Day 159

Once again, I drove my brother around. I took him to get his scout pants altered, and to drop off applications. Hopefully we'll both end up with jobs after this.

After dinner, I helped Mom clear the table and ran the dishwasher.

That's about it.

Oh yeah, I got a couple letters sent out. And now I'm out of envelopes, so I'll have to get more of those.

God Bless!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Day 158

What a day.

I dragged my brother around town with me. But it was for his own good. Mom and Dad have been after him to get a job this summer. He hasn't been very active in that pursuit. So, he came with me and I drove all over the place, and we picked up applications. (For both of us.) He may have been a little annoyed, but he'll thank me when he starts getting checks.

I also made dinner for the guys (and myself). Mom had to work late, which means I get KP (Kitchen Patrol, for those that haven't watched "White Christmas" or know military jargon).

Yup...there was other stuff too, but it was not related to giving.

God Bless!

Day 157

No storms tonight--praise God.

I helped Mom with some odd jobs around the house.

I also talked to another writer about writing, and how refreshing that can be for both parties. I wish that we were not an hour away from one another. (That I was not so far away from so many writing friends that I have come to cherish very dearly.)

God Bless!

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Day 156

So, I didn't get this posted last night because of bad weather--which took out our internet. (We made it through safely otherwise, though the same cannot be said of some places in town.)

I just cut the guys' hair! Dad and Josef are both ready for summer--hopefully it gets warmer! But Josef will for sure be more comfortable working out--can I get a buzz? (haha, yeah right.) The Bud Nub was pretty hesitant to let me cut his hair--I had to promise him that he could read my manuscript of Morning Star... so really, I gave something so I could give him the gift of a haircut. Ha. Funny how that works, right?

That was the main event.

God Bless!

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Day 155

Today was a family day.

We went out to lunch after church and ran into my Uncle and his friend. So we crashed their table for a couple hours... that poor waitress.

I let Dad borrow my computer cord.

I took a nap...

We went over to Gramma's for supper, that was lovely. I really did have a good time. Great conversation.

I'm learning to love these times spent with family.

God Bless!

Day 154

I gave Dad a break from taking Mom to work today and got up early to do it myself. (I took a nap this afternoon to compensate. haha.)

While Mom was at work I washed up all the dishes that needed to be done by hand.

Josef and I worked on laundry today as well.

It was a good day.

God Bless!

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Day 153

Spent the day with Mom--she had the day off work.

So I watched a chick-flick with her.
We both cried, though she more than I.

When she started her workout Dad called, he was ready to come home from work.
So...I went and got him for her.

God Bless!

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Day 152

I took the Hansi-dog to the vet today to get shots and his toenails clipped... It was hard to leave him, he was shaking so bad, but it was great to pick him up again because he was so ecstatic. "Look, Anna! I survived! Look at my tail wag! I'm so happy to see you again! You didn't forget me!" Guess who's in the car, Hansi? "Round-headed boy? Round-headed boy? ROUND-HEADED BOY!"

Yes. I am slightly crazy. But so is our dog, so it's okay. :) And, for the record, I think he knows my name better than everyone else's. :) That makes me happy.

I picked Mom up from work today because Dad was still crazy busy--he just stopped working at about 11, and that wasn't because it was done, just because it was obscenely late. :( Laptop=awesome UNLESS it means work can travel home with you.

Josef and I made supper tonight--burgers and sweet potato bites! mmm, it was good stuff.

I helped Josef with his application to a local bookstore. And I helped him with his resume. Hopefully it pans out the way he wants it to. But we'll just have to wait and see.

God Bless!

Day 151

Today was a little more exciting. I finished reading that book (woo!). I took my brother to school and picked him up.

And I met some friends for dinner that were in town. It was lovely to just talk to them all again.

I even got to pop in on a friend who was sitting on her porch as I drove by her house. That was great...and sounds kind of creeperish when I say it that way. I was in no way creeping on her, I just happened to be driving past her house and she was outside. Totally innocent. Haha.

God Bless!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Day 150!

150 days! Woo! That's a long time.... wow, this year is just flying by.

Today was devoted to reading and working out mostly.

I did help Mom clear the table, and I got the drink from the garage before dinner.

...other than that, I had my nose in a book.

God Bless!

Monday, May 23, 2011

Day 149

I spent the day with my brother--he didn't have school. It was great. I wish we could have days like this more often.

God Bless!

Day 148

-I took Mom to the store.
-I put gas in the car.
-I ran into JoAnn's to get transparent thread.
-I spent time with a bunch of eighth graders for Sunday School.
-I played video games with Josef again.

God Bless

EDIT: Upon inspection of this post, I have realized that I lied to you. I did not spend Sunday School with eighth graders. I spent it with high schoolers....which is a huge difference, so I'm not sure how that happened. Anyways....

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Day 147

Yesterday was a big day. I spent over 5 hours on the road, which isn't terribly long, but it's a substantial amount of time.

I went to Omaha with my cousin, Kaitlin, to go to a graduation party of one of our second cousins, Sarah. It was like having a mini family reunion. And I've decided that I really like that side of the family. They're awesome. Sarah's mom told us before we left that it meant a lot to her that we were there to support her daughter. She said it almost made her cry. That struck me--I should see these people more than just once a year.

When we got home, we got back into a different car and went to Hastings. We were supporting my friend Nathan at a performance he was giving. It was wonderful. I'm so proud of him.

That's pretty much it.

God Bless!

Friday, May 20, 2011

Day 146

I took my brother to school and picked him up again... which was an adventure due to HEAVY rain. He practically had to jump a stream to get in the car.

I also made kabobs for dinner (with the help of my brother). It was pretty decent. Maybe a little over cooked. Lessons for next time.

God Bless!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Day 145

Well, I took my brother to school this morning...

And I helped Mom get supper figured out tonight.

I fixed our DVD player! That's the big gift today. ha.

God Bless!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Day 144

I played video games with my brother again today--which is always entertaining. You know how some people on YouTube record themselves playing so that there is a commentary with the game? (Yeah, that's nerd of me to even mention.) Well, I was wondering today if Josef and I would be funny enough for that to go over well in the YouTube world--not that we have the equipment, it would just be silly.

Also, I made sweet potato fries...and I officially have more respect for Janzow for making those for us. The boys and I were able to have a good dinner though.

God Bless!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Day 143

A couple of things today.

I rented a video game (I know, kind of weird) to play with my brother in the next couple of days. Lego Star Wars III. It's challenging, to say the least, but it's a fun giving of my time.

When we got home, I washed the dishes (without Mom asking, woo!) and loaded the dishwasher. After the folks got home we tidied up the rest of the living room and dining room.

My friend, Deana, came over this evening. She's just starting out with Mary Kay and needed to do 27 more free facials. I worked it out with Mom for her to come over and give us both facials. She got the practice she needs and we got smooth faces. It was a good evening.

God Bless!

Day 142

Today was kind of a lazy day. I did work on my room some more. (Ha.) And for dinner I made homemade french fries (baked). I could do sweet potato fries sometime....but I feel like that's a battle I'm just not quite ready for yet. Anyway, the fries I made were good! And then we collectively helped Mom clear the table (even Dad helped). It was a good day.

God Bless!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Days 140 and 141

Day 140:

Yesterday was Saturday. That mean's workday in this household. (generally) So I continued the work in my room. You're probably thinking to yourself: "Good grief, she's been working on that stupid room forever!" Let me tell you, I have a ton of stuff. Stuff that I don't remember owning. But anyway, the point is that I have found a lot of random things that actually DON'T belong to me, and I returned those to various people in the house. (various is probably to big of a word for the three other people that live here.)

Day 141:

Sunday. A good day. I basically made dinner, with the guidance of my momma. We had turkey (in our rotisserie) and sweet potato cubes. By the way, if you have never cut a raw sweet potato...oh. my. word. That was a battle. I should have gotten a metal for that one. Haha. Just kidding.... but really.

Anyways....

God Bless!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Day 139

So today I was my mother's arms. Sound strange? That's okay, it kind of is. Mom is still battling this arm thing, so I took her out shopping today. And I lifted two charcoal bags (which were saran wrapped together, thank you Sam's Club). I felt like a gorilla. And I announced it to Sam's. "I'm a freakin' gorilla!" Mom didn't say anything but look at me, and I know she was thinking, "you're a nut." And she's right. But I helped her with all her groceries, dang it. So she can just put up with my craziness once in a while.

On another note, my brother and I got into a serious "fruity stick" fight. Sounds like we were fighting over fruit rollups, right? WRONG. Through this room cleaning escapade, I found a tube that once housed/held wrapping paper. My brother and I have this thing about the Lion King and Raffiki's staff--we call it his fruity stick. Well. Combine that idea with an empty wrapping paper tube and you get a perfect tool to use for beating on your little brother. It was fun. Until it broke in half. And we each had half. My arms are/were definitely a brighter shade of red. We laughed a lot. Mom and Dad thought we were nuts. And we are. I believe Dad's comment was, "I feel like I'm in a Monty Python skit." It was great. I love summer.

God Bless

Friday, May 13, 2011

Day 138

Blogger was down yesterday so I wasn't able to post--this time it wasn't my fault. Haha!

Okay, so, there were tornadoes in Nebraska last night. That means that I offered up my room as shelter to several different computers and backpacks. That was my gift--basement room as shelter. Even it if wasn't spick and span, it was still safety.

God Bless!

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Days 135, 136, and 137

Oi. I got really behind this time, sorry about that. Hopefully I can remember back that far...

Day 135:

Monday. Oh Monday... well, Mom and I started this "cleanse" thing... and that was rough. But we were able to support one another as we battled headaches, probably brought on by caffeine withdraws, and hunger. But we're trying to get healthy again. (It's hard to pretend to be a vegetarian for three days when you rely on protein coming from meat for 20 years of your life.)

Day 136:

The headaches were worse on Tuesday.

After my brother got home from school I sat in his room and watched some YouTube videos with him, even though I still had a messy room looming over me. It was fun though, and the gift of time is truly a precious one.

Day 137:

Wednesday brought on frantic cleaning in an attempt to make enough room for the rest of my stuff to fit in... I wasn't quite successful. But I'm getting there! I'm so much closer than I had been!

I also got to visit with my friend Sara for a while. She's going to Italy this week. She's pretty nervous about the luggage situation, but I assured her that she is going to be fine and that she is going to have a great time. I'm excited for her.

God Bless!

Monday, May 9, 2011

Days 133 and 134

First off, I'm sorry I've been so bad about posting every night... it keeps slipping my mind, and this may just be a trend for the summer. Sadly.

Day 133:

Well, I worked on my room a lot, which is a giving to my dad because that means I'll be getting my stuff out of the living room and the garage. yay!

Day 134:

Still working on my room... ha. This is a big project. Lots of purging happening. I let my brother sit on my bed and read for a while, which I don't normally do. I went to a graduation party! And gave her a card with some money in it... and yeah.

God Bless!

Friday, May 6, 2011

Days 131 and 132

Day 131:

Well, it was move out day...so really I wasn't very giving to anyone. Andrew helped me move out...and I gave him a hug... and I gave my roommate a hug... yeah.

Day 132:

I drove my brother around to grad parties, that was fun.


God Bless!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Days 129 and 130

Day 129:

Structure trees. Several structure trees. I like doing them, most of the time. For my take home Ling and Lang final I worked with some girls on them... and well, I had the firmest grasp on what was happening. So I helped the others with the steps quite a bit.

Day 130:

Well, I spent most of my day slaving over a paper... and that's okay. Really, I ended up being kind of a crabapple. I feel bad about snapping at some friend... it's just that the end of the year came right on time, if we had another week of school I may just go crazy. I did give a lot of hugs at the bonfire tonight. That was nice.

God Bless!

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Day 128

It was the first day of finals, and I spent most of that time in my room finishing up projects. I also had a poetry reading at The Gallery. It went well. I was able to give my words to a crowded room--there were way more people then I had been anticipating. But it was good. And once I was on that stage, I really wasn't nervous anymore. It just a simple sharing.

God Bless

Monday, May 2, 2011

Day 127

I took a friend home with me to a concert yesterday. It was a lot of fun, and a good way to de-stress a little. Now, I'm off to do more work on my finals. Wish me luck!

God Bless

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Day 126

I had a roommate date this evening. We watched a movie, and then we chilled out and talked for a little over an hour. It was good. And I think we both needed it--a time to just be and talk freely.

God Bless!

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Day 125

I supported our campus Improvables... with 10 hours of my time last night. Yes.

God Bless

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Days 123 and 124

Day 123:

I'm having a hard time remembering yesterday...hm. Oh, I went to a quick devotion that a friend was having for her Interpretation of the (Gospels?) class. I was in the middle of some homework, but she needed more listeners, and so, without thinking about it really, I put aside my book and my homework and supported her in her devotion time. It was a good one too.

Day 124:

I gave my poetry prof a hug after class today--the last class. She had cried a little in class. So, when all was said and done, I gave her a hug, a farewell of sorts. She spoke to me, "You have strong arms." Lies. I thought. My arms are weak. But then she spoke, "They are able to hold on to so much more than just a person." And then I understood what she meant.

God Bless!

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Day 122

I shared some almonds and walnuts with two of my girlfriends. It wasn't much, and it doesn't really make up for all the snacks they have shared with me on Tuesday afternoons, but it was something at least. 

God Bless!

Monday, April 25, 2011

Day 121

Well, due to car problems, I was not able to go visit a friend in Omaha today...and that made me very sad. So I spent the day at home working on homework...and watching episodes on Hulu. (ha) I didn't cry though, even though it's going to take a lot of money to fix my car. That was a gift to my dad (the not crying part, not the big bill part).

God Bless!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Days 119 and 120

Day 119:

I went to a movie with a friend yesterday! It was a weird movie...but it was still good to see her and spend time with her. I helped mom my dinner too--I can really sauté those mushrooms and onions.

Day 120:

Talked to my cousin this morning while blow drying my hair--the beauty of modern technology: you can blow dry your hair, brush your teeth, listen to music, and chat with your cousin all at once! (minus the teeth brushing... that would take made skills and extra hands. seriously.) But it was good to know that she is...well, she's okay. I need to make a trip up to see her sometime; take her out to lunch or something.

I also loaded the dishwasher today! Woo! And spent good quality time over at Grama's. :)


Happy Easter and God Bless!

Friday, April 22, 2011

Days 117 and 118

Day 117:

I was able to come home in time for Good Friday service, which was a blessing. We went out to eat as a family afterwards...and it was a good chance to catch up with what has been going on at home and elsewhere.

Day 118:

We got a call from Oma today. She got her lawn mower hung up on a high pile of gravel in her drive way. Dad and I went over to help her move it. It was good to get outside and use some muscles that I haven't been working much with lately. We were successful as well.

God Bless!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Day 116

I ate the burger that had been dropped in the coals at the Bible Study BBQ, thus saving my friend Travis from having to do so. (...it was fine.)

God Bless!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Day 115

Two hugs today, both important.

Hug number one: She was upset about the way the day was going. So I told her to stand up and give me a hug and just let it all out. And she cried into my shoulder for at least 2 minutes. And I hope it made her feel better.

Hug number two: In front of the hot line in the cafeteria. I saw him, and he saw me. And he was wearing a boot for a stress fracture. How are you? I asked as I wrapped my arms around him. Not so good. And I could feel his shoulders shake and his voice quiver. Just one more thing for him to worry about. But he will survive. I know he will.

God bless

Monday, April 18, 2011

Day 114

I worked on two different group projects today...and as stressed as I was, was able to get some things accomplished.

I also had a long phone conversation with my dad. We talked about the conference I was a part of this last weekend... and I think it was good for him to hear how well it went. Yeah. (by the way, the word 'yaeh' looks fun... I always do that, and then realize it's not right. ha)

God Bless

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Day 113

I went to the choir concert today that my roommate was in. It was very good--they did a great job. I was able to catch up with a lovely friend of mine while we were waiting for the concert to start. 

God Bless!

Day 112

I went to one of the Spring Weekend events and I cheered my little heart out for those crazy friends of mine.

I also slept a lot yesterday. Which was a gift to my body, I suppose.

God Bless

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Days 110 and 111

Day 110:
This was the day we drove up to South Dakota for the theology conference. It was good, got to talk to some people that I don't normally talk to very often.

Day 111:
I gave Tyler a piece of gum after lunch/before presenting. And I presented...which is a form of giving, I suppose.

God Bless!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Day 109

I shared a couple of "awkward" hugs with my depressed friend...and there was much laughter, and it was good.

Up until 1:30 with Steph last night!

God Bless!

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Day 108

A crazy day. I clacked away on my paper for hours. The best part? My roomie came in at about 9 and made the announcement, "I forgot to eat dinner." And that was shortly followed by a, "Do you want to take a thirty minute break?" I was torn. Yes! I'm tired... said my brain and, No! We're going to be up late... also said my brain. I chose to take the break, and so I sat with my roomie and Amigos while she ate, and we took turns ranting about our days. It was good.

Stayed up working with Steph again. Another 3 am morning. It keeps getting harder and harder to wake up in the morning.

God bless!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Day 107

Monday's are my day to be a geek and watch Stargate with my friend, Andrew. I relish that time--not only because it's when I get to be myself completely, but also because it's when I get to spend time with him (we're both busy people, so we don't see each other a whole lot.) Many a word of wisdom has he shared with me when I'm stressed or worried about something. Anyway, after we're doing watching it's customary for him to give me a hug. (Andrew hugs are the best because he's taller than I am.) Well, last night, while he was hugging me, he thanked me for a hug that I had given him earlier in the day. He had been on his way to lunch and I was just leaving the cafeteria and I gave him a hug (not sure why, except I think I was feeling like I needed a hug). Normally when it's not Monday night I have to ask for a hug, but this time it was like we both just needed a release from whatever burdens we were carrying. I stood outside in the wind with him for a good five minutes talking about a test he was worried about. I hadn't thought that that hug was good for him, though I knew it was good for me.

It's strange, being thanked for a hug. Stranger still that it came from him. But it's a good strange.

I stayed up with my friend Steph, working on homework. It was 3:58 bedtime. Yeah.

God Bless!

Monday, April 11, 2011

Day 106

Yesterday I drove my church-buddy and myself into "the big city" for Sunday worship, that was nice.

I went to the Student Directed One Acts and laughed incredibly too hard, but it was great--the gift of laughter is one of the best things to comedic actors. (A friend actually thanked me for sitting in the front row.)

And then I went over a paper with a friend, and then we chatted for a while, which was good.

(Then I stayed up 'til 3:10 working on homework...yay!)

God Bless!

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Day 105

Today I had very little human interaction.

I did do some mild cleaning, and gave my roommate two heartbox presents. :)

God Bless

Day 104

One of those days when: you know it's crunch time, everyone else knows it's crunch time, and yet there comes a point when you just have to sit back and let someone tell you that they're not doing well and you don't look at your watch because you know this is more important than any meeting or homework screaming to be done. And while she tells you about all of the paintings she needs to get done, and the paper she needs to write, you don't think about the mounds of reading and responses that you've been putting off for weeks, you notice that her shoulders are particularly rounded today--weary. And so, while she is clacking away at that shiny keyboard--trying to get the words right--you give her a quick shoulder rub to ease some of the tension that fitful nights of anxious sleep could not undo. She tells you thank you--for the massage and the listening, she knows that other people have their own crap. And you say you don't mind, and mean it. 

God Bless

Friday, April 8, 2011

Day 103

Well, I was able to have a wonderfully honest talk with a friend last night; there was giving and listening, and it was wonderful. Oh, and there was laughing. There always is. 

My friend that has depression? He was able to vent a little bit yesterday, and I hope that was good for him. (And of course he got his customary hug.)

God Bless!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Day 102

A little late on the draw again... *sigh*

Okay, so, yesterday I was able to just sit and listen to a friend that was stressing out. I mean, I've been stressed too, but she needed some "therapy," as she called it, and I didn't mind being the ears that she used. I also gave her a hug afterwards.

God Bless

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Day 101

Well, I gave my roommate a ride to Walmart...even though she didn't need to go. (Really, I just dragged her along.) 

I didn't wear shoes but for a couple specific reasons yesterday. I was helping to raise awareness for those that don't have shoes. (I think this day is hosted by Toms, but I'm not sure.)

God Bless!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Day 100

Woo! 100 days! That's an accomplishment, right?

Well, today...let's see. I gave my roommate some of my M&M's at supper...

I also helped a group member not look like a total fool for her portion of our presentation today.

God Bless!

Monday, April 4, 2011

Day 99

Yesterday was my birthday. It was also my momma's birthday. So, we spent the day celebrating. It was great. :) And she liked her presents, so that was good. I also wrapped all of Dad's gifts to her.

God Bless

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Day 98

Well, I went to a music rally and supported the fine arts in our schools...

I also gave my daddy his birthday present today, and it was a total success. :) 

God Bless!

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Day 97

Today I just sat and listened to a friend talk about some of the pain he's been going through. I just don't understand how some people can be so inconsiderate of other. Praying for healing.

God Bless

Friday, April 1, 2011

Days 95 and 96

Day 95,
It's been a crazy week, and I'm getting a little hazy on the details of what each day has been like. I do not that I did more judging for Gathering of the Talents. And our room hosted an ice cream party/detox time for four other girls. While I think the detox was important, at least three of us had other things we should have been doing. Oh well....

Day 96,
More judging! And it is finished! Woo! We knocked it out really fast this year (I did have a dream the art people brought us another huge stack though, hopefully that won't happen again this year). I had a group project meeting and helped one of the members get all of her stuff together and form good discussion questions. Yeah.

God Bless!

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Day 94

Well, I totally spaced posting last night, my bad.

Yesterday, I helped judge Gathering of the Talents creative writing entries. It was fun, and a nice distraction... And I gave a couple purple ribbons. :)

God Bless

Monday, March 28, 2011

Day 93

Today, I gave my friend in the previous post a heartbox present. I'm not sure I've ever given anyone outside of my roommate a heartbox present. Until today, and 3pm. I was eating a sucker in class...first of all, I don't normally eat suckers, but I had one in my backpack and just felt like it today. When I looked over at my friend, he just looked sad. So I tried to smile at him, with a sucker in my mouth. Yes, I'm sure I looked quite silly. I know what you're thinking, and no, I did not give him my sucker which I had already been sucking on. I smoothed out the wrapper. And I wrote a little note. I don't remember exactly what I wrote, but I told him it was a heartbox present, and that he had to keep it forever. (yeah...) And I told him that he could pull out that silly sucker wrapper and remember the girl that smiled at him through a sucker... and in turn remember the day that he was feeling down in the dumps and that he had overcome that day. I know he kept it. And I know he'll pull it out once in a while.

God Bless!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Day 92

Today I found out a friend of mine has a group that "hates him." My first instinct was fury, who does that? I mean, I have people I don't particularly care for, but who would collectively delete someone from facebook and refuse to talk to them? I was shocked. And I couldn't do anything about it, I don't really know these people. So I gave him a hug, and I told him that his group of people that love him is way huger and way more powerful.

God Bless

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Days 90 and 91

Day 90:

My friend Sara came to see me on her way back to school after spring break. It was lovely. And then I put her up for the night! So she got to stay here, and I got to talk to her more. I can't even tell you how wonderful that was. The perfect end to a rocky week.

Day 91:

I helped with the emergency response test that was held today. Aka: I was a victim and had to do my first acting job... it's was actually fun, in a morbid kind of way.

God Bless

Friday, March 25, 2011

Day 89

I gave a friend some advice about some stuff.... and I'm not going to go into more details than that. I just hope he prays over these decisions he's going to be making.

God Bless

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Day 88

Well... I gave my friend Sara a hug, and then she whispered in my ear, "I really needed that today." So that was sweet...

I was able to make someone laugh that needed it today...by doing something stupid, on accident, so I guess that's one of the best ways to make someone laugh. I laughed too, so it was all good.

And I helped some friends figure out what their poems meant! Even though my remains kindly in the dark.

God Bless.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Day 87

Today, I gave one of my professors a hug. I know, that's generally not good form, but she really looked emotionally drained today...and like she just needed one. And then I realized that I needed it, too. There was a releasing of burdens, at least on my part, and not in a dumping way, in a breathless way.

I also gave my roommate another Reeses today. :)

God Bless

Monday, March 21, 2011

Day 86

Today I drove a friend to Walmart.

I tried not to be too annoyed about a stain on my shirt... not sure how well I did with that one.

I helped a friend figure out what she was doing with an essay...sort of.

I provided a place for a friend to complain a little.

I laughed with my roommate. yeah.

I gave my roommate a Reeses! Yum!

God Bless!

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Day 85

I went to church in Lincoln today with two of my friends. I was their ride. I also took them to the mall so that one of them could get shoes for a wedding. While I would have loved to have been able to meet up with my friend that lives in Lincoln, instead I spent my lunch time with these two goofs (whom I love as well).

God Bless

Day 84

Well, I spent most of my day in bed reading... When everyone told me "The Hunger Games" would eat my life... I didn't think that it would actually be true.

After I finished the book...ha...my day actually started.

I was able to spend the evening with my roommate, which was pretty grand. I love roomie-dates, they're the best.

God Bless

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Day 83

I played Mafia tonight with some friends after midnight, not my usual cup of tea. Well, I saved my friend Josh and I tried to save Heidi....but then Josh died because he was attacked a second time! I did try though.

I did give my support of the engagement of two friends.... I'm so excited for them!

God Bless!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Day 82

Despite how much reading I have to do (the list just keeps getting longer) I was able to spend some time listening today. And I think listening is just pretty awesome.

I spent some time before lunch with my friend, Cole. He and I hadn't really caught up much after Christmas break... and while it was only an hour, it was good to hear what's been going on in his life. Hopefully this will be happening more often. I just really enjoy our conversations, there's always laughter. And laughing is just what I needed today.

This evening, in the midst of my homework adventure, my friend Steph stopped by the room. It was nice to be able to talk to her as a kind of oasis in the madness because I am roommate-less again tonight. A pleasant break, and I just love listening to her rant about classes and how much she just wants to read and write and not worry about other things. I couldn't agree more with her.

And now, the adventure must continue.

God bless!

Day 81

Yesterday was kind of a crazy day. Yes. I've been swamped with reading assignments. But, I did spend some time with my friend Claire, despite that, and I did still go to Bible Study.

I may have gotten a group member for a project to actually read the material (which will relieve the stress of another group member, which is good.)

Yeah. Off to do more reading!

God Bless

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Day 80

(Typing the title of this post made me think of that movie about going around the world in 80 days...and yeah. I've never seen the new one, maybe I should do that sometime...)

Okay, so yesterday I spent some time with Heidi and Heather, who are absolutely fantastic. We had a lot of fun just hanging out and watching some One Tree Hill. (Yes, this is my guilty pleasure that I share with these two phenomenal women.)

In my poetry class I gave some feedback...which I normally do, but I guess I was being particularly silent, and my prof kept looking down at my end of the table asking if any of us had anything to say (cue looking down at Anna). Eventually I did give in. Lisa, if you're reading this, I wasn't annoyed one bit, I guess I needed the nudge yesterday.

God Bless

Monday, March 14, 2011

Day 79

Well, I've been distributing cupcakes today. Haha! That's been fun.

I also gave my roomie some Reeses.

And since it's the first day back from break, lots of hugs. It was great.

God Bless

Day 78

Today was a big day.

I went to my Gramma's house to return some books and pick up some stuff that she wanted to get rid of.

I drove my mom around.

I finished getting desserts ready for Josef's boy scout event.

And I helped my Grandpa get some soup for Grandma.

God Bless

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Day 77

Today was family day. We went out of town and did some shopping. It was a lot of fun. It's nice to spend time with the folks and brother. And now spring break is coming to a close...and I really don't want it to. *sigh*

God Bless

Day 76

Well, I didn't sleep much on Friday night. I couldn't fall asleep...until after 4 am. And then I had to get my hair cut at 8:30, so yeah, not much sleep. Despite that, I:

Went to the grocery store with Mom to help her get the things on her list since she can't do it alone anymore. I pushed the cart and grabbed stuff off the shelves.

I made two batches of cupcakes for my brother's boy scout soup supper. I made cookies and cream cupcakes and peanut butter with chocolate cupcakes. They turned out pretty good.

I made the twice baked potatoes for supper. (At this point, I was ready to drop dead from exhaustion.)

And then, after a nap on the couch during the family movie (sad day), I made this other dessert cheesecake thing for the soup supper.

Yeah. It was a productive day... and I didn't do the homework I was planning on, but that's okay.

(I also wasn't able to sleep again last night. *sigh*)

God Bless!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Day 75

Today was an exuberantly good day.

I spent it with my mom. We went and got coffee, chatted for a while. And then we went shopping. There was no bickering, no stress, only success. (We were both absolutely shocked by this, normally shopping is absolutely painful.)

So yes. It was a good day. (Even if I didn't get to see my brother much...like, at all.)

God Bless

Day 74

Well, I loaded the dishwasher and helped tidy up the living room. My brother has a friend staying with us for the next few days, so we've been in "mad cleaning mode." Josef has done most of it, since mom is out of commission, and I was sick. But yesterday I was able to help a bit.

And I talked on the phone with a friend for probably two hours. So yeah, that was good.

God Bless

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Day 73

I rented a couple movies for the family to watch, they were pretty good. We watched Megamind, and Life As We Know It. Megamind was great, LawKi was good....and don't feel like I need to watch it again.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Days 71 and 72

Day 71:

Was still sick, so stayed away from people, again. *sigh*

Day 72:

Am still sick, but I cleaned up all the DVDs for my brother today. It looked like a grenade had hit our TV stand. And now it looks like a cleaning wizard went through. Yeah. :)

God Bless

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Days 68 and 69 and probably 70...

Well, I'm home now, and the reason I haven't been posting the last couple of days is because I have influenza. Yeah. And it's horrible. I have been trying to limit my interactions with others.

I would like to say that without my roommate, I don't know what condition I would have been in on Friday... she made sure I had everything I needed to be comfortable. She was a blessing. (Thank you, LeAnn. Now, go drink some orange juice.)

God Bless and stay healthy!

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Day 67

Well, I'm sick. And so I tried to stay away from people and keep my germs to myself. Yay.

Day 66

Well... today I gave some friends some back rubs.... they were sitting on my lap. It was a strange dinner...but good.

God Bless

Monday, February 28, 2011

Day 65

Well, today ended up being a lot different then I thought it would be.

I took the trash out of our room today....

And then I listened to a friend tell me about her problems with self mutilation... and she gave me what she used to hurt herself... while she was giving me something, taking it was one of the hardest things I've ever done. I never thought I would be in possession of something like that. And I didn't know what to do with it. I'm glad I could be an outlet for her though. Yeah.

God Bless

Day 64

I'm not sure why I didn't post here last night... I even thought about it and then didn't. Weird.

Well, yesterday..... hm.... My friend and I brought another of our friends to church with us. That was good.

And I went to the school play and congratulated the actors and gave a lot of them hugs. They did an awesome job. I was blown away.

And I watched the beginning of the Oscars with a friend! That was fun.

Okay,
God bless!

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Day 62 and 63!

Day 62:

The reason I didn't post yesterday is because I didn't have my computer. I went to a youth conference called Dare 2 Share and was an adult chaperone. It's was awesome, and I'm so glad I devoted my time to it.

Day 63:

Still did the D2S thing today. However, I was able to help a mall employee. He was standing outside the restroom holding a million toilet paper rolls... so I helped him distribute them.

It has been a great weekend, and I'm totally exhausted.

God Bless!

Friday, February 25, 2011

Day 61

It's been a rough day. And I don't even know why. Okay. That's a lie. It has to do with lack of sleep. But anyways....

I gave my roommate another heart box present (aka, the back of a sticky note pad). Yeah. Otherwise, I haven't had a ton of human interaction today.... and considering the mood I'm in, that's probably a gift in itself.

God Bless

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Day 60

I'm late posting again, I'm sorry. Last night ended up being really late and I got into bed right away when I got back to the room.

Well. Where to begin.

After Praise last night I saw that one of my friends was crying her eyes out.... so I walked with her back to her dorm. We sat outside and talked about what was bothering her... and I don't know if I've ever felt so helpless. There are no words to describe the pain she is experiencing. She cried on my shoulder. And I told her to write. Write it out. Writer her prayers and write her thoughts. I do a lot better with figuring out what I'm feeling when I write. I hope it helps her too.

God Bless

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Day 59

I forgot to post yesterday... my bad.

Well, I went to a group meeting where I found out 50% of my group hadn't actually read any of the text.... so I came up with our game plan and what not.

I am also helping a friend with her psychology project, tis that time in the semester when everyone is doing a project of some sort.

God Bless!

Monday, February 21, 2011

Days 57 and 58

Day 57:
I actually stayed the night at home instead of coming back to campus because my Daddy wanted to spend more time with me. I also made dinner for the family. And decaf coffee in the evening. And I prepared my Dad a cup just the way he likes it... white with Splenda.

Day 58:
I made coffee this morning for mom and myself. I let a friend borrow my Ling and Lang book. And I rode with my roommate to Walmart this afternoon.

It's been a good couple days.

God Bless

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Day 56

Yesterday I helped give Hansi for water therapy, he's doing so well!

I also cleared the table and taught my brother how to wash dishes for when I'm at school because Mom can't be doing it. So that was good.

God Bless!

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Day 55

I'm home. And our internet here is bad at night, apparently, so not posting at night.

Yesterday, I listened to a friend rant on the phone about work for almost an hour. She needed to vent and relieve some of the frustration, and I hope she felt better after our conversation.

I also helped my brother give our dog hydro-therapy. It was wet and messy, but good for both Hansi and us.

God Bless!

Friday, February 18, 2011

Day 54

I talked to someone I haven't seen in a while instead of reading... this was actually frustrating, but sometimes giving is painful, right?

I drove a friend to Walmart even though I had plenty to do. It was actually a ton of fun.

God Bless

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Day 53

I haven't felt very well today.
So I guess one of the biggest gifts I gave was not being around people.
I also spent some time with my friend, Steph, and laughed with her.

God Bless

Day 52

I was super exhausted last night so didn't post, sorry about that.

Yesterday, I let a friend borrow one of my text books because his hasn't come in yet. And I drove my friend and I into Lincoln for supper with our pastor.

It was a good day.

God Bless!

Monday, February 14, 2011

Day 51

Valentine's Day. Normally my least favorite holiday, but this year it was pretty legit. So today I gave lots of little pieces of paper wishing friends a happy day and the occasional hug. I don't think I've ever had a happier Valentine's Day. I also got a package in the mail from my family and I didn't have to wear a coat today! Woah! It was just great. :)

And now, I'm going to go write a letter for my husband box.

God Bless!

Days 49 and 50!

Woah, sorry guys, guess my weekend slipped away from me...

Day 49:
I didn't do much of anything. But I did help a friend clean up some spilled milk.

Day 50:
I bought my roomie ice cream. :)

God Bless!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Day 48

A little behind again, my bad.

Yesterday, I hugged my depressed friend again, he approached me and asked for one. He told me about some cravings he was having, so I made some suggestions on how to avoid them. I hope the plan worked.

I also saved a friend from an awkward table situation. Yeah...

God Bless

Friday, February 11, 2011

Day 47

My friend that suffers from depression came up to me at dinner tonight and asked me for a hug. He then proceeded to tell me that he had a doctor's visit today and hopefully they'll get his medicine figured out. I am so thankful that God is showing him some brightness. Brightness in the midst of brokenness.

I also supported my friend Heidi after we took our Ling and Lang test... I'm sure she did better than she feels about it.

God Bless.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Day 46

After Praise tonight I was able to offer some support to my friend with depression again.... And he did get my shoulder a little wet.... And that is perfectly okay.

I wish there was some way I could lift him out of this mire he finds himself in, but I know that only God can heal his broken spirit. Lots of prayers going his way.

I also made flashcards that my Ling and Lang study group used tonight! We have a test tomorrow.... and it may just be the death of my poor brain.

God Bless

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Day 45

I'm actually posting the day of! Crazy!

At supper tonight I noticed they had put out more rolls (we rarely have rolls) and I also noticed that two of my guy friends at a different table didn't have any, and they love rolls. So I went and grabbed some rolls for them. I could have just told them they were there... and I don't know why I didn't.

While I was giving them their bread, I saw that a girl that was sitting with them was getting something and there was some grease on her chair. I was going to sit on it, and then I saw the grease. At first I was just going to push the chair in and not sit, but then I decided that I should just clean it up so she didn't sit in it either. So I did.

Tonight also concludes the third installment of my friend's education on "The Lord of the Rings." It's been great, I can't wait to share the extended editions. :)

God Bless!

Day 44

I missed again last night, my bad.

Yesterday, I provided a place for a friend to just sit and collect herself. A safe harbor. I hate seeing her so distraught... This too shall pass.

God Bless

Monday, February 7, 2011

Day 43

Well, I didn't post last night, but it was intentional. My roommate has a cold, and so she went to bed early. I decided that I didn't want to make a bunch of racket while she was trying to sleep, so I got into bed as well and stayed up reading. That meant I didn't have time to blog. It was all ruined when I dropped my book though... The Fellowship of the Ring had never done me wrong until then. ha.

I continued my educating of my friend Steph by watching The Two Towers.

And I took the trash out! Woohoo!

God Bless

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Day 42

Today I helped my friend Sara identify that on the menu at Borders Trio Cocoa=Hot Chocolate. That was a day saver. Ha, kind of kidding.

I also helped put supper away, which included putting homemade croutons (yum!) in a baggie... and salad in a bag (I held the bag, and then we switched positions and I dumped the lettuce).

I helped my friend (the one I'm staying with this weekend) hang her laundry to dry.

It was another good day.

God Bless

Friday, February 4, 2011

Day 41

Today, I had a group presentation in one of my classes, so I carried around my computer and speakers all day. Not ideal, but necessary.

I'm at a friends house this weekend, and I helped make cupcakes! They're wonderful and adorable... it was so much fun.

God Bless

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Day 40

I went to the Middsummer's Night Dream play on campus today. Afterwards I was very proud to give all of my friends hugs and tell them how well they did! It was so very wonderful!

God Bless

Day 39

I forgot to post last night, sorry about that.

I worked on some homework with a friend today in between commercial breaks during a sappy hallmark movie...it was a lot of fun.

God Bless

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Day 38

Today I was stuck in my room because of snow.

I made my roommate laugh a lot.... I suppose that's a kind of giving.

I also gave her a couple heart box presents....hehe.

God Bless

Monday, January 31, 2011

Day 37

This morning I was going to work out, but my roomie was still asleep, so I let her sleep...and didn't work out, consequently I too got a little extra sleep. (hehe)

I had a dinner date with a friend. It was great to catch up with her some more.

Another friend emailed me some things that she has been going through at home...and I want nothing more than to sweep her away to a place that is safe.

God Bless

Day 36

I went to Lincoln with my roomie again today. It was good, productive.

I hope she knows that I love her, dearly. 

And no matter what homework I have, she comes first. People come first. Sorry, Brit Lit, Adolescent Lit, Ling and Lang, Poetry Writing, and Global Issues, you're all second fiddle.

God Bless

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Day 35

Today I introduced a friend to Middle Earth, it was wonderful.

I also held my roommate's hand a lot because, well, I wanted to give her my support. I made her laugh by being silly.

I gave her two heartbox presents today. (I finished two pads of sticky notes because I was annotating a text book.)

God Bless

Friday, January 28, 2011

Day 34

I have a correspondence going with a friend where we mail our Bible Study back and forth...it's kind of hard to explain. She should have gotten my letter today.

I also posted a new blog up on my devotion blog, which is kind of exciting. 

God Bless!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Day 33

Today, I bought milk.

I also provided a distraction for a friend. And I laughed, even when I didn't feel like it.

And I held my tongue when I could have lashed out.

God Bless

Day 32

This is late in coming, sorry.

Yesterday, I held a friend's hand while she explained something painful in her life. My heart broke for her.

God Bless

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Day 31

I let my RA borrow a movie (Ever After) from me today. She hasn't brought it back yet... but that's okay! I know where she lives! ;)

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Day 30

I just gave my roommate a high-five. (I asked her what I gave today, and she said a high-five....which I hadn't, until just now.) But really.

Today I had a supper (cafeteria-style) date with a friend, which was lovely.

I also gave a friend a quick hug because he was having a bad day.

Man. I need to work on this some more.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Day 29

After I got back to campus today, my roommate and I went into Lincoln. She needed "teacher clothes" and so I volunteered to keep her company. It was a lot of fun, and while I could have been working on other things, why would I pass up the opportunity to hang out with her after a weekend of separation? It was great. Love you, Roomie!

God Bless!

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Day 28

Dad and I went into town this afternoon and had a Daddy/Daughter date, which was lovely, and we ran some other errand.

I made spaghetti for dinner for my family tonight. Dad helped, so it was a collaborative effort, and a lot of fun.

Otherwise, I've mostly been working on homework all day.

God Bless!

Friday, January 21, 2011

Day 27

I went home this evening. When I got home, Dad and I started watching an episode of Star Trek OS on his iPad. We didn't get to finish it before supper (pizza that Mom brought home). After supper we finished watching it. And then Dad started another episode, that I admittedly wanted to watch. Mom seemed irked that not everyone could watch at once, so I asked Dad if we could watch it later so Mom could be included in what we were doing. So now I'm watching an episode of Stargate Atlantis.

God Bless

Day 26

I forgot to post last night, sorry.

Yesterday, I sent a CD with some encouraging songs to my friend in the post before this one.

I also helped Sigma Tau Delta (the English honors group) box up books from our biannual book drive. I carried some boxes I probably shouldn't have and re-injured my elbow a bit... but it was worth it.

God Bless

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Day 25

I was at supper tonight when I saw that a friend of mine was sitting by himself. He suffers from depression. It makes my heart heavy for him. As I walked by, I felt compelled to stop and ask him if he wanted a hug. I can't explain the look I saw on his face. It was one of shock, "You want to have contact with me? You care enough to ask? You can see that I am here?"

Yes. Yes, I see that you are hurting, and I recognize that you feel alone sometimes. I recognize that sometimes you seclude yourself because you don't think anyone wants to talk to you. It's a lie. A dirty, filthy lie. You are loved, friend. Don't ever let your inner voice tell you otherwise. It's okay to not be okay. It's okay to tell people that you are not doing well. We all put up masks, but I'll take mine off if you take yours off.

"You want to see the real me?"

Yes. Yes, I do. Cry to me if you need, I won't mind. I won't mind if you even get me wet with tears.

And let me tell you. That was one of the best hugs of my life.

God Bless

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Day 24

Today I picked up my friend's portfolio for her from one of our professors from last semester.

On my way back to the dorm I fell on the ice. It's the week of falling/dropping, I guess.

God Bless.

Day 23

I got a little wrapped up in some homework last night and forgot to post, sorry!

Yesterday, I gave my roommate a "heart-box" gift. I didn't know what this was until last week sometime. It's an object that is normally meaningless, but because you give it to someone it makes it special and they should put it in their "heart-box." (My roommate explained this to me.)

Well, at lunch I was working on annotating one of my text books for one of my lit classes. She was sitting next to me, so I wrote on a sticky note, "I <3 U!" and stuck it to her face. She didn't really appreciate the sticking it to her face part until after she saw what it said. I told her it was a heart box gift, and I'm fairly certain she still has it.

God Bless!